things happen

Wednesday, October 18, 2006

her addiction CHAD MICHAEL MURRAY

NEVER LET THE FEAR OF STRIKING OUT KEEP YOU FROM PLAYING THE GAME!

CHAD MICHAEL MURRAY is so cute and hot!
i want to be SINGLE but be able to love a guy like him; kissing in the rain (=
watching the show makes me feel like going to L, tell him straight in the face about what i SERIOUSLY don't like about him, and what others think too. anyway, i guess i won't be loving him anymore.(using the word loving and not liking; cause i know how much he means to me)

i think that phrase is really good, 'never let the fear of striking out keep you from playing the game'. it makes me feel that i should do what i want to do, and not being afraid of doing it beacuse i live for myself and i don't care about what others think. but sometimes, think reality, thats in the show, not real life.

this is not the time yet i guess, i'll wait till i'm older. and guys nowadays seems kind of immature for their age. they act so pathethic! hahs.
Dreamt of 'I' yesterday night, my long uncontacted 'good' friend in primary school. he seems sweet and nice now. gah! i used to think that L's nice and sweet to, but sometimes he's just wierd and not himself.

just me
6:18 PM